January 2010
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I’m numbed from all the emotions which took me on a rollercoaster ride last night. All drained out, so brain dead. I try to sleep but insomnia hit me right on new year’s day. Everytime I want to close my eyes, there’s this piercing pain coming from my dried eyes that have been watering throughout the night.
You made it sound so easy to just push someone to the ground purely...
December 2009
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this tear-sprinkled keyboard is not doing itself justice, the silver piece of steel and the stick of sinful tobacco seems ever so tempting….
but i will not bow.
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not very happy 2010
Thank you for picking me up when I fell at the end of 2009.
Thank you to the same person for ripping my heart up in the first hours of 2010.
I have so many things to say, but I can never bring my words together.
So I’ll drug the pain of loneliness away and enjoy this falsified euphoria, and maybe tonight I’ll wear some red and stretch the cut watch the blood blossoming, unfurling...
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Dear My lovely tumblr followers:
juiceinabox:
as you know, I am trying to win this contest to be a model on the home shopping network (HSN). I am currently in second place. I am asking you guys to please please vote!! I have over 700 followers and if each of you would vote JUST ONCE, I would be so eternally greatful!! This means so much to me. Modeling is the only thing I have ever wanted to do and being on TV too? What a dream...
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“We’d never know what’s wrong without the pain.
Sometimes the hardest thing and...”
– ~ The Fray (via gatekeeper)
You don’t know what you got till...
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just 3 more days...
till the end of 2009.
2009 has been a roller coaster ride for me.
how was 2009 for you?
sugarspun:
i never got why people reply with “haha” or “lol”. honestly i’d rather you seriously not reply me at all
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13638.) I keep every txt that says something sweet...
(via blogsecret)
Merry Xmas to everyone!
Honestly to me it doesn’t feel like xmas at all… Just like any other day, added nasal cavity and a fever. Tearful Xmas, maybe.
Every girl dreads going to bed at night, because...
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“A dream you dream alone is only a dream.
A dream you dream together is reality.”
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“I love the way my fingers just fall into yours. I love how your taste still...”
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My throat forbids me
Precella: Havnt eaten anything since ytd. No appetite. I think all I need now is...
Bryan tay: peace? Alone time?
Precella: Reese's peanut butter cups
Bryan: -_- ....
love me hate me
Shaking from the pain that’s in my head, I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
the life that I led. But I won’t let it die…. I won’t let it die.
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JB* came t my workplace to pass me xmas present....
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To that person...
a little encouragement i read from jianmin’s tumblr. is ‘that person’ referring to me?
hojianmin:
Wasted emotions are a bitch. Especially when you invest so much time, thought and effort. All of that goodwill, all of those earnest and pure intentions…come to nothing. Its friggin world class screwing with you.
But know this…The fool who toys around never knows what he wants....
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Why does this always happen to me?
My walls are falling onto me.
I’m asphyxiated by hysteria,
I think crestfallen would be a good word.
I need a hug )’:
